schvee

Somewhere between the decision and the action, I strayed from the path after losing traction. Everything I've ever written was for you. Through it all, you're my sole distraction. After a grain of salt, take that as you will. I can't decide if it's healthy or if it will kill. Don't confuse my indecision with regret. All I feel now is unaffected by the thrill. I can't drink enough to drown out the sound. Your song leaves me lost and never found, Yet I forever hum it's catchy tune. It leaves my mouth sewn and hands bound. I know now this is a result of all the white lies. This hopelessness is retribution for my disguise. I've made burning brid

I turned the page and the whole thing burst into flames. The reasons a blur, but I'll undoubtably take the blame. My words are neither direct nor clear; Merely a man fueled by hate and fear. Circumstances aside, you're not likely to remember my name. Thoughts run deep, but the synapses run slow. Furiously searching for one truth to bestow. My goal is simply to learn why I am. Is it too much to want to understand? I went to walk out the door, but I fell flat on my face. Since that day I've only wanted to get back to that place. I've tried for years, but I fear I've done all I can. Like a message in a bottle, the lesson eludes me. Like a child

I am of big action and small talk I once ran where I now walk More like the board and less like the chalk First comes the awe and then the shock I stand before myself a wandering man Who set into motion no project nor plan Struggling with all that I will, all that I can I promise to go down your number one fan Downtrodden, lost, and berated I've become all that I've hated Judging where judgement is stated My failures will soon be paraded Cast out my fortune and despite my name I've had little to do with the person you became With a mouth full of blood, I'll hide my shame For you and I are one in the same I fight each day with the mon